The greatest gift of access consciousness is allowing me to perceive the possibilities beyond the black and the white, the right or the wrong.
Just now and then there seems to be a what I call a "consciousness curveball" that makes me really look where i am functioning and at what else is possible?
I sat in my house working on my computer, still early morning in this small rural 1-acre plot, a piece of land and peace of space we call Scottish home.
I glanced out at the view I had created ...
the Acorns and shrubs I had nursed from seed, slowly growing blossom in the early summer sun,
The 7 bird feeders dotted around the mature trees in the garden, the woodpeckers, the pigeons, the little red chaffinches, the yellow-headed finches and the beloved pheasants that wander around the bird feeders,
was in awe of the beautiful wildlife that frequent my garden. Only the day before the little stag that came into the garden late evening to eat my little budding shrubs.
I went through the gift of this plot of land, the 8-year search to find it, taking nearly 4 years to build the house and the journey of landscaping it that is slowly blossoming and inviting so much joy of nature for me to interact with...
So you ask what is the curveball?
Well as I sat there watching the lady pheasant, picking at the dropped bird seed, a man came in my garden, snuck up behind the tame bird, ( its a size of a large chicken ) put it under his arm and wrung its neck and walked off with it!
I was shocked and was instantly outside and running to the man shouting at him. He was very shaken and silent to be caught, didn't know quite what to say apart from apologising as he had shot it and didn't want it to be injured.
The shooting season of these birds is over 4 months away, this lovely lady bird had a nest of eggs in our garden, I was shocked that anyone would even kill a bird like this time of year...
what was next ? the deer that frequented my garden?
I stood there in my morning pyjamas hurling an energy at this man beyond any anger or fury, shouting at this man his un-acknowledgement of the consequences of his action. He had dropped the bird, it lay at my feet not quite dead, i asked him to kill to properly. His friend got out of the car that was parked nearby, saying he was sorry too. and they both walked off and left bird. I called to them to take it, "If you were killing it for fun you can dispose of it or eat it."
I took their vehicle number plate as they drove off.
Totally shocked that anyone would come in my garden it did not ring true that they had shot her, I could see not wound, my mind was racing, the emotions churning.
My mind kept going to the grief the rage the "trying to understand their actions", "Who would choose to do such a thing?"
I knew that aligning or agreeing with any point of view would not help the bird or me. So I kept asking what is right about this I am not getting what else is possible here? As my body wracked sobs i asked what does 'Pheasy pheasent' know? Instantaneously she was there, her energy.
I howled with sorrow this beautiful bird I had seen been raised as a chick over the past year, fed & frequented my garden every day was now was gone. What is RIGHT about this I am not getting?
I received her and energetically played with her energy for what was probably a minute or so but seemed like a lifetime.
I know that locking in a point of view of her as a victim would not create anything, I asked her to show me what to be or do with all of this i was aware of?
I called the police, we live in a cul de sac of 5 houses, with adults and young kids, surrounded by fields. A man with a gun should not have even been in this area of houses shooting birds.
The police came to my house, while they understood it was upsetting, I did not own the bird, it's wild, and while men should not have come in my garden it's only a pheasent bird. As we sat there, I asked for 'Pheasy Pheasent' and everything that was consciousness around me to offer their contribution to resolve this better than I had ever hoped.
"What is right about this I am not getting consciousness to show me?
What if I did not fight for right or wrong what else is possible?"
As the police sat there talking to me their radios went off, a loud informative cackle. The man who killed ' Pheasy ' had gone to the police station handed in his guns, and himself for shooting out of season. The police had taken his guns ( that he did have a licence for). The man was contrite, apologetic and said he was sorry that he had upset me so much. He had never known this action could affect others, in this way and he was obliged to hand in his guns.
As we sat there pondering this choice, listening to the sergeant on the police radio, the male pheasent came in the garden flapping his wings calling to his mate. It was a moment where it was a joy to see him, a pang of sadness and also knowing that life has a cycle. The eggs while not being sat by the female, would feed another creature. He, in turn, will find another mate. and the world has one less man without a shotgun.
What did this female pheasent create for us all? What else is available in these curve balls of consciousness? What else is possible that we have never considered?
For me knowing that fighting this man and taking the opposite viewpoint that he was bad and I was right did not create my world, it was still a judgment on my part. The "ask" of going beyond the right or wrong here is what created the choice for me.
That moment of change for me, to know to ask for all of the consciousness and the planet to assist ...
Consciousness does not throw curve balls it does not judge!
What it does do is offer facilitation in everyday moments around us. Question, choice and possibility open up the contribution from all spaces and places. Thank you universe and Pheasy Pheasent for having my back... now my ask is .. what female can we invite to be a mate for your male bird? What other creatuers can come to play in my garden what joy and wonderment is there beyond this reality?
What else is possible that we have never considered in with and through the world around us?
What are YOU creating with your Point of views? What can you change? what can you invite in beyond point of view, what if it as it is an ongoing ask WITH EVEYTHING?
with huge and kindness
Jeni Be is a worldwide Access Consciousness Certified Facilitator & X-Men Facilitator
inviting you to a world of possibilities where no limitation is greater than you.
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